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In DBTn I try to think of goals for the future. So far I have come up with two goals: to be a mother to have a job I enjoy and feel meaningful, it feels like it should be easier to come up with more goals. Should should should. And there are certainly there if I were really looking, but so far it has been difficult to come up with something. There is one thing I've wanted since I was a so-so seven or eight years. When I think about it, it feels like an impossible goal to reach, and if I talk to others about it, I usually do not take myself seriously. Sure, I have stronger self-esteem and confidence than ever before, but it still feels like a case of hard for me to reach. It teaches not come as a shock to anyone that I want to be a writer. I want to write books and create reactions and thoughts of other people. Books that make people think. Books by Joyce Carol Oates and Jodi Picoult. And I want a language that is as good as Paul Auster or Doris Lessing. This is certainly aim high. If I really want this, really want to write books, do I begin to fight more to get there. Do not bother to write to people around me want to do something else. I have decided for example to write 1000 words a day and I will not do anything else until I reached that goal because I know with me, the more I blow up something, the less chance that I actually do it.
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"Do not damn me When I speak a piece of my mind 'Cause silence isn'ta golden

When I'm holding it inside' Cause I've been where I have been An I've seen what I have seen I put the pen to the paper 'Cause it's all a part of me "Dont Damn Me - Guns n Roses
First The circle - Mats Strandberg & Sara Bergmark Elfgren second Pause / Play - Yesim Bilgic third Defect - Yesim Bilgic fourth Candide - Voltaire 5th House Rules - Jodi Picoult 6th Succubus Blues - Richelle Mead 7th Succubus barnesand noble on Top - Richelle Mead 8th Succubus Dreams barnesand noble - Richelle Mead 9th To die twice - Nicci French 10th Shame Stain - Caroline Engvall 11th A phages meetings - Joyce Carol Oates 12th Warrior - Johanne Hildebrandt 13th Succubus Heat - Richelle Mead 14th Fire - Mats Strandberg & Sara Bergmark Elfgren 15th Switched - Amanda Hocking 16th Torn - Amanda Hocking 17th Ascend - Amanda Hocking 18th End station rättspsyk - Sofia Akerman & Lisa Eriksson 19th Invisible - Paul Auster 20th Happy happy - a book about divorce 21st Dirty Blonde - Courtney Love 22nd Twice is a habit - Denise Rudberg 23rd Laura, the girl from the sea - Carolina Gynning 24th In the sea there are so many big fish - Sara Lövestam 25th On the Jellicoe Road - Melina Marchetta 26th Hungry - Crystal Renn 27th The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald 28th Very LeFreak - Rachel Cohn 29th My blood approves - Amanda Hocking 30th Ethereal barnesand noble - Addison Moore
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